This week, as I was working on the Valley of Shadow piece, I kept finding my praying interrupted by thoughts of “I’ve already prayed all of this. I can’t think of anything more to pray!” and feelings of frustration and despair.
I sought advice from my beloved sister in Christ Rheba. She reminded me that it is OK to pray the same prayer over and over. I realized that is what prayer should be – not a fleeting thought but a dedicated repetition, a focussing of the spirit on the goal, whether that be celebration of God, thanksgiving for blessings, or requests.
Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. Rom. 12:12
“Dreaming is a core part of who we are. True, not all dreams come from God and not all of them are his will for our lives, but the capacity to use our imaginations, to have visions, to nurture desires is inherent in who he has created us to be.”
From my morning readings in “You’re Made for a God-Sized Dream”, by Holley Gerth.
a 70/365, a photo by daisee on Flickr. Used under Creative Commons Attribution License.
I believe that it is part of our being created Children of God, in His image, that we can create. And creation requires imagination, requires us to dream. This is part of how we’re made, and I believe essential to how we are meant to live. Embrace you creativity, your dreams, your passions!
So I make what I call a high-contrast version of the design. This makes it easy to identify the different areas of color in the design. While it looks odd, it makes the process of painting the canvas much easier.
What I like about this quote is the emphasis on our love. Everything we do with our love for God is important, and God values it. We never need think “this is too trivial.” Every little thing matters, and lots of little things can matter more than one big one.
You might be wondering what the little grey squares on the canvas are. They are rare earth magnets; small but quite powerful magnets used by needle pointers to hold their needles. One on each side of the canvas holds gently but firmly, preventing the canvas distortion that we used to get from sticking our needles through the canvas.
I tried taping my design to the back of the canvas, but the magnets work better. It’s easier to make small adjustments to the design’s position. This is necessary because no matter how carefully I make the design up, it never perfectly fits the point size of the canvas. Thus I need to shift the design round as I paint different areas.
Rare earth magnets are stronger than ordinary magnets, and very light! Ordinary magnets have trouble holding through any thickness of material; these rare earth magnets even hold through my 9-year-old niece’s fingers!
“… the work that we love done with zest and care, but done God’s way not ours, at His pace not ours, for His glory not ours, and laid down without reluctance, as the movement of the Will demands. Also the drudgery that we do not love done too, because that is His will and not ours.”
From my morning readings in “Abba” by Evelyn Underhill.
This reminds me that my NeedlePrayer work, which I love, is done for God’s glory, and must be done according to His will, and in service of Him and His people and His plan. Also, no craft or service is free of drudgery, and I can to do that cheerfully as well, as an essential part of my work.